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Hip-Hop/Jazz Rap song My Will Is Weak by Higher Education
lyrics
Who am I? I hope I’m not a fake
‘Cause the second it gets unreal is when I hit the brakes
Don’t want to accelerate, well, maybe at a slower pace
Wish to be less than Jake ‘cause I’m not feelin’ this race
No ace up my sleeve, just want to leave on a sabbatical
Not a radical change, I just need to go, I have to pull
my own weight, hate that I’m consumed by all-nighters
I’m tired all the time, seems like my brain has arthritis
But I’m a fighta, give me a pipe and a lighta,
a pen and a paper, Life, I do not hate her
Wish I could just embrace it, wish I could ask my maker
why that bitch has me so goddamn wasted
This ain’t all gravy, baby, I mean, we kill for no reason
You say we’re livin’ fine, bullshit’s reakin’. What’s the meanin’ of us?
In God I trust, still I use his name in vain
That’s why I got to go ‘cause this hypocrisy’s insane
Now I’ll refrain from complainin’ how you livin’
Thanks for givin’ yo’ ears, sometimes it’s good to listen
Just been itchin’ on my mind. Whatchu think, you think I’ve lost it?
Well maybe that’s the truth, but it’s my life, and I’m the boss, kid
You run yo’ own, and I’ll run mine
Just go the fuck on home if you can’t deal with the grind
You can’t find your niche or self, then, don’t come to me
Moan and bitch on your own time because my time isn’t free
(repeat)
Kids is what we are, just immature adolescents
without the presence of mind to stop backsteppin’
Kids is what we are, no older than the age of 10
who pretend like we are clueless over and over again
Not tryna mend the blueprints, just step over the cracks
Kiss my ass if you don’t believe I’m layin’ down the facts
Kids is what we are, take my words for what you will
Sometimes it seems hard to swallow like a horse-pill
You, of course, will take it all the way down, I know you
Just like everyone else who doesn’t show true
Feelings, man, I swear to God it’s written somewhere
We’re not supposed to like what we’re dealt from the man upstairs
When I get mad, I stare, and then I take steps behind me
Doin’ what I hate the most, blindly but slyly enough,
Sometimes it takes days for me to notice
Kids is what we are, turnin’ down life’s every potion
Complainin’ it’s too hard to take down, with a fake frown
I do it sometimes so much, that’s why I’ll break it down
My body’s achin’ now, far too much progression
So I’ll take two steps back just to learn my own lesson
You run yo’ own, and I’ll run mine
Just go the fuck on home if you can’t deal with the grind
You can’t find your niche or self, then, don’t come to me
Moan and bitch on your own time because my time isn’t free
(repeat)
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